Heyo all.

I'll be honest with all of you. The last six months have been a nightmare. I have metaphorical scars that have been stuck bleeding, more scars on top of those, some of which I inflict onto myself because I just feel regret for making enemies - and I know I've been blind and burned bridges in the plight of those scars, which I regret still. I still lose sleep at nights just thinking about how those actions turned out.

It's to a point where I can trust no one in my current state of mind. And I don't want that in the same way I don't want anyone else to think that.

So, the best thing I can do is just leave and help myself before I help others. And that's what I will do: I will delete every trace of social media on my computer and just go on a hiatus for however long it takes to help myself. The accounts themselves will still be up, but I will not be using them for the time being.

If there are any items I owe people, I will plan to finish them when I get back. I've already given TGO the news, for as much as I don't want to do it to him he most likely has to do the Treasure Hunt this year without me. I hope to have a better state of mentality if I return - and honestly, the word to use is if. There's a fair chance that I come back just to finish what I owe and then leave the Internet forever; but that's not a decision to make now.

I wish all of you well, and I hope that you all stay safe. I don't plan to die in the physical world, but I just need to recalibrate, however long that takes.

~SPD